Let's just say
I was testing
the bonds of reality
that's all
I was curious
I kind of always preferred to be hated
the man you loved to hate
that's meant to be ironic
like courage wants to laugh
essentially stupid situations
I think of myself
as a sensitive, intelligent human being
but with a soul of a clown
that always forces me
to blow it at the most crucial moment
I'm a fake hero
a joke that god played on me